| this entire thing chronicles the worst time of my life. i think that's...important enough to leave on the internet...as a warning...i should remember things could get like this at any time... |
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| my friends are irreplacable. i think that on a few occasions in the history of my being social, a friend of mine or two has felt replaced or usurped. but no one else could do the job that that particular friend has done. even when i lost my first best friend, i had another. but there's no other manda. there's no other clare. there's no othere kara, jimmy, amanda, lexi. they aren't interchangable in any way to me. i speak differently about different things to each of them, but they all know me best in their own way. so when something goes on with one of them, it's not as if i ignore and take for granted the others. i'm the luckiest person on earth when it comes to friends. but that unique place in my heart is dented. no one does the job you do. that's why. |
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| oh wow
oh wow
oh wow
oh wow
oh wow
oh wow
oh wow
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH! WOW! check it out, this thing ~>  ! i am the happiest i have ever been. the most consistently complacent. this is so amazing. and profound. and rewarding. and fun. and WOWOWOWOW. i am so happy. i am so lucky that you are the closest person to me. bitch ^-^! |
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| this kid
i swear
he's pretty wack'd
but he makes me feel amazing (<~ YOU KNOW IT! the OG!) |
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| say my name and i'll lie in the sound |
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